I’m Not There

Let go of your presence- on your terms.

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1. Start in the evening.

Light from your window must bend–

Enough to mar the edges

Of your soul.

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2. Unname yourself.

Store the Alphabets in a box.

Leave it by the window.

Let the birds peck its sides–

Like forgotten worms.

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3. Wear silence like a hat.

Worn. Veils the head and face.

Your speech in glances–

Or muted.

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4. Walk with your memories.

Pick one that mattered.

Embrace it.

It mutes sour souls.

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5. Let your shadow fly.

Let the breeze give it wings.

Let it forget where you are.

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6. Find a place for nameless souls.

A place for small voices.

For the hush of a butterfly’s wing.

The silence before the never “yes”–

To my sound.

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7. Forget the sound of your heartbeat.

Make your body still,

Soundless.

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8. Don’t answer when they call.

Let your absence fill the space

Left in the room

A vastness

None can fill.

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9. Love Stillness.

Not stillness of time.

But the stillness of life.

The kind the heart knows–

That doesn’t ask or wait.

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10. Don’t look back.

The world will name more souls.

Not yours.

That’s the way it is.

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