She Steps Back

Not everything that is forgotten is lost.

πŸ‘‰ 🐾 πŸšͺ 🀍 πŸ”

Her perfume wafts through my nostrils

Teases my –

Nose.

Again.

The rubber bone she left –

For me. 

Hardy. Present.

Again.

I sniff her Chanel on the doormat.

I’m here. 

πŸ‘‰ 🐾 πŸšͺ 🀍 πŸ”

She opens the door. 

I jump on her.

She. Steps. Back.

I jump on her.

She. Walks. Back.

Again. 

πŸ‘‰ 🐾 πŸšͺ 🀍 πŸ”

I see her. 

She pats me –

Cautiously. 

Her wrinkled hand

still on the door. 

Ready –

To close. 

πŸ‘‰ 🐾 πŸšͺ 🀍 πŸ”

I sit.

Offer the paw –

She taught me. 

Again. 

Gaze expectantly-

Again.

She nuzzles. 

πŸ‘‰ 🐾 πŸšͺ 🀍 πŸ”

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Six O’Clock

πŸ•” ⏳ πŸͺ‘ πŸšΆβ™‚οΈ πŸšͺ

Secretary Evelyn Tan’s head snapped towards the clock on the wall, mid-task. She still had a few sentences to type.

5:55 p.m. Almost the end of the day. 

Everyone was ready. It was time. 

She shut down the computer. As usual. The mail. One last time. As usual. Worked the copier. 

As usual.

At 5:55 p.m. Packing. Moving chairs. Packing. Moving chairs. Facing the door together. 

The Silent Stare. 

There were five minutes left. 

6 p.m. Chairs moved in. Scraping the floor in tandem.

Click. 

Click. 

No one needed to look at that clock. 

They knew. 

6 p.m. It was time.  

They left. 

πŸ•” ⏳ πŸͺ‘ πŸšΆβ™‚οΈ πŸšͺ

The next day. The same emails. The same computer.

Evelyn typed diligently, exactly 135 words per minute, on the minute.

5:55 p.m. Monica, her best friend at the office, came by her desk.

“Hey. Time to leave.” She tilted her head to the clock. It was almost time.

Evelyn stared at the manager’s office, then at the computer screen in front of her.

“The documents will have to wait.” She gestured to the list of office compliances pasted on the magnetic whiteboard in front of the manager’s office.

“The doors.” Monica gestured to the swing doors with an autolock system. They were ready. “We should go.”

Monica gave the wall clock a quick, furtive glance.

5:55 p.m. Everyone stood in a single motion. Everyone headed for the door.

πŸ•” ⏳ πŸͺ‘ πŸšΆβ™‚οΈ πŸšͺ

Everyone, that is, except Evelyn, who stayed to finish just the last two sentences of an email she needed to send out the next day.

Listening wasn’t her strong suit. Her fingers continued to tap the keyboard. That email had to go out.

And the lights were impatient. So was the system- it closed without prompting.

The building knew it was time.

And it knew that – too well.

Click.

The sound of doors shutting.

It went from full to empty in a matter of minutes.

πŸ•” ⏳ πŸͺ‘ πŸšΆβ™‚οΈ πŸšͺ

Everyone, that is, except Evelyn, who stayed to finish just the last two sentences of an email she needed to send out the next day.

Listening wasn’t her strong suit. Her fingers continued to tap the keyboard. That email had to go out.

The lights flickered. The system began to shut down- it closed without prompting.

6 p.m. The air conditioning went off. Click. The sound of doors shutting. It was going from full to empty in a matter of minutes.

πŸ•” ⏳ πŸͺ‘ πŸšΆβ™‚οΈ πŸšͺ

Then, she remembered.

The colleagues who didn’t show up for work. There was never an explanation for them.

There was no furore. No needless investigation.

The disappearances. Those who paused after 6 did not remain. They weren’t random.

Those who followed the rule left easily. Those who didn’t –

Stayed.

She had an idea. One she latched onto quickly as her colleagues walked through the shutting doors. “Remember Alvin Leong?” The name entered the room and found no place to stop.

An immediate pause in the conversation.

Not a word. They continued, in a quick, single file.

πŸ•” ⏳ πŸͺ‘ πŸšΆβ™‚οΈ πŸšͺ

Evelyn listened – but to her need to complete the email on hand.

The building’s alarm system sounded. Too loud.

6 p.m.

The email was deleted without instruction. The task list in front of her began to erase.

Her name card disappeared from her desk. Her name vanished from the email BCC loop.

The alarm system continued to sound.

Then, her chair wasn’t there. Neither were the pens and pencils on her desk.

The computer disappeared altogether.

She occupied less space. Her presence no longer needed acknowledgement.

She stood up and walked quickly to the door. It shut.

Holding her in.

πŸ•” ⏳ πŸͺ‘ πŸšΆβ™‚οΈ πŸšͺ

There was a new girl in the office. She ambled over to Evelyn’s desk.

She walked over to Monica.

“Is there anything…” The question hovered.

Monica didn’t respond. She clearly recognised the question.

Work continued.

5:55 p.m. Almost the end of the day.

6 p.m. Chairs moved in. Scraping the floor in tandem.

Click. 

Click. 

No one needed to look at that clock. 

They knew. They followed the rule.

6 p.m. It was time.  

They left.

All except the new girl.

πŸ•” ⏳ πŸͺ‘ πŸšΆβ™‚οΈ πŸšͺ

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All Items Accounted For

Some discrepancies are corrected. Others are erased.

πŸ“¦πŸ“Š

The warehouse – my domain. It’s where I log incoming and outgoing items with precision. 

My unchallenged accuracy is needed here. I log incoming and outgoing items with a simple “beep” and a red flash.

Then I sort them where they should go. There are categories for everything. Absolutely everything.

Anything that can be counted. All that’s needed is a label.

Some units do not sync with their labels.Then abnormalities.

Next shipment: A name.

Return status: Pending.

Next shipment: A name. 

Return status: Pending.

Next shipment: A name.

Returln status: Pending.

Next shipment: A name

Return status: –

Expiry dates passed, but still stayed within the inventory.

Then I failed to categorize.

I stopped on one unit. 

She remained within my range longer than the required thirty seconds.

A she. She shifted. Uncomfortable.

Gentle, almost undetectable murmurs.

My system couldn’t read this. 

I reclassified. Sudden shifts.

To murmur.

Louder.

And LOUDER.

I categorized. Error: classification invalid.

I categorized. Error: classification invalid.

I categorized. Error: classification invalid.

Correction attempt: Denied.

And she moved. And moved.

No one viewed my monitor.

System updated successfully.

All irregularities resolved. 

She disappeared. 

System health: Check.

A record: Item 123456. For sale.

Where she was.

I record what comes. I do not ask.

Inventory now accurate.

No discrepancies remain.

All items accounted for.

πŸ“¦πŸ“Š

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Unseen Practice

We celebrate big victories on stage on World Theatre Day.

Big actions. Huge performances.

Not the small ones.

They pass unnoticed.

Holding a fork is quieter.

πŸ½οΈπŸ€²πŸ΄β³πŸ’«πŸ€

To hold a fork.

Timeless.

Rare.

Precious, muted steel

πŸ½οΈπŸ€²πŸ΄β³πŸ’«πŸ€

I grasp.

It drops.

I reach.

It drops. 

I grasp –

Five seconds

It drops.

πŸ½οΈπŸ€²πŸ΄β³πŸ’«πŸ€

They glare.

The fallen fork shines.

Not the grasp.

πŸ½οΈπŸ€²πŸ΄β³πŸ’«πŸ€

Fallen fork –

Glistens.

Grasping hand –

Dulled.

Aches.

πŸ½οΈπŸ€²πŸ΄β³πŸ’«πŸ€

Unseen.

πŸ½οΈπŸ€²πŸ΄β³πŸ’«πŸ€

Then lifts

Fingers clenched.

Firm.

Fork clutched.

πŸ½οΈπŸ€²πŸ΄β³πŸ’«πŸ€

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Before Time Ran Out

Some calls are returned when it’s already too late to answer.

πŸ“±πŸŽ™οΈπŸ•ŠοΈβ³πŸ’”

Hey, mum. It’s Selena.
This must be the 47th voicemail I’ve recorded. The recordings are all for you, even
after all you have done.
I know you tried to call me yesterday. Don’t worry, I never deleted any. They are
available, recorded before my time ran out.

πŸ“±πŸŽ™οΈπŸ•ŠοΈβ³πŸ’”

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We All See

We saw. We understood. Still, we moved.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘€

I see her, through the glass

Gather her books

Gather her markers

Gather her bag.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘€

She drops –

A book on the floor.

Pauses.

Gazes, arms stretched in the air-

For me.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘€

Perhaps I mistook –

The look.

Perhaps I mistook –

Her slant.

Not my business

πŸͺŸπŸ‘€

She gathers her bag.

Gathers her books.

Gathers her markers.

Wide open.

We all see her.

And move.

We hear the sirens.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘€

Did not mistake the arms.

Did not mistake her stare.

Did not mistake it –

Wide open.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘€

I see, through the glass

Her books.

Her bag.

Her markers.

Not her.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘€

Original poem for World Poetry Day by Michelle Liew Tsui-Lin. Ai tags are coincidental.

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A Familiar Stranger

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Some beginnings arrive long before we recognise them.

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Same old, same old. Our usual walking route. Zorra and I knew it too well.

You see, she mirrored myself. A stray. A societal reject. A teenage orphan who grew up with no parents.

So it made sense that she relished walking the way I walked.

Our strolls were typical. Run-of-the-mill. The dog and I liked it that way. Zorra was a little Singapore Special stray dog that valued her own space. As with other strays like her, she was skittish; she rarely stopped to acknowledge strangers; she spent a good part of our times at the park trying to give them the runaround.

So leaning into a stranger was the furthest from her typical behaviour. She placed her paws on the man’s knees, as if he were an old friend. She sniffed his hand, a little too eagerly. The stranger, an elderly gentleman in his sixties, tousled the top of her head.

She seemed to know him. He seemed to like her. And I didn’t know why.

“Looks like she knows who I am,” the elderly gentleman chuckled.

Meanwhile, Zorra became more forward than I had ever known her to be. She rubbed against the old man’s legs with dogged persistence; highly unusual. Dogs were usually little soldiers of reservation; Zorra was particularly skilled at being restrained.

I told myself that people attracted animals. But still, she didn’t want to leave.

On one of these routine evenings, she slowed her paw steps near the same corner. This dog’s senses were keen, even if she was already 15 years old; her ears became erect long before anyone appeared round the bend.

The old man turned around the corner. Her tail did a breakdance. Confidently, with the requisite flips.

He offered his customary salutation, with a warm smile ridding the sides of his mouth of wrinkles.

Again, the two made a connection I couldn’t unravel. She knew him from before. I clearly missed a note.

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The old gentleman looked me over for a moment. Then paused.

A little too long for my liking.

“You know, you look exactly like her.” His face looked older. More thoughtful.

“You walk like her too.”

“Like who?” I was beyond flabbergasted. “You’re talking in riddles. I’ve had enough of those.”

The old man looked me over again. A little too closely.

Still, perhaps he meant someone else.

My equally senior dog simply rubbed against his leg. She hadn’t had enough of him.

I couldn’t get the old man’s words out of my head. I looked like her?

I hadn’t known any mother. Or father for that matter. My first knowledge of existence had been the orphanage at the corner of the street.

The same street we walked. That he did too.

My father had been a name mentioned once or twice in passing among the orphanage’s staff.

No more than that.

But he watched me with quiet recognition I didn’t feel comfortable with.

Because it seemed that we had already met where I couldn’t remember.

Zorra sat comfortably beside him as we all sat on a park bench. She seemed to have found someone she could trust.

That she thought I could too.

I watched them as he fed Zorra a piece of bread from his bag. The dog wolfed it in a gulp.

At times, she didn’t eat the food I gave her.

I turned to him to ask the question I’d always wanted to ask.

“Well, Zorra, I’ve got to go. I’ll play with you tomorrow.”

He got off the bench abruptly and left.

I shook my head.

The answer had not come.

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Listen to Your Voice

Friday the 13th. A day filled with superstition. When one’s instinctsΒ 

sharpen and try to tell us a thing or two.

They’re worth paying attention to.

Listen to your voice.

☎️ Β· πŸ“ž Β· ☎️ Β· πŸ“ž Β· ☎️ Β· πŸ“ž Β· ☎️

The phone’s dial lit my pitch-dark bedroom quietly on Friday the 13th. That day.

 The time displayed on the alarm clock – 1:13 a.m. 

A number I didn’t recognize.

One of my many coaching hopefuls.  I stared at it for a while, then 

tapped to minimize it. 

The phone continued to blink silently.  With increased speed.

Greater  urgency .     

But my day had been exhausting,  so whoever it was could wait.

But the called returned. A few times.

Punctually.

Always at 1:13 a.m.

My fingers tapped the screen to answer it, almost an instinctive reflex. 

Curiosity itch, and I had to scratch. 

And scratch I did. I finally picked it up. 

But there was no salutation. No acknowledgement. 

Just – breath.

Too loud, through the speaker. 

Then a voice. A heavy warning. 

“You never picked up.”

Then –

Click.

 The ringing was starting to peck at me. So I checked the call log. 

But something was off 

The log displayed MY number. Three days after the fact. 

The phone knew what came after. 

It  didn’t ring for three days.  Then,persistent ringing.

Exactly three days later.

It had dialed itself.

My number.

Something in its reflection stepped out, too gently. 

Standing behind me, in the mirror.

That deliberate grin I was too familiar with.

Someone I knew too well.

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Where the Roots Grow Down

All gardeners understand that plants don’t grow uniformly. Some thrive in strong sunlight. Others in darker corners. Some don’t thrive at all.

And there are those seeds that grow a little at a time.

Like the little mustard seed that takes time to grow – but burgeons when it does.

Here’s to the seeds that take a little time.

πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ‘πŸŒ±

A mustard seed

A nail, to heed

Pressed into ground

Plain, no sound.

πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ‘πŸŒ±

The earth now shifts

Roots seek new space

The  ground  then lifts

With spirit’s trace.

πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ‘πŸŒ±

The planted seed stays

Grows down, not to sky;

In the dark, it prays

Time treads slowly by

πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ‘πŸŒ±

The garden recalls

The seed once sown

The place where it falls

Ground heaved, leaves strewn.

πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ‘πŸŒ±

Original poem by Michelle Liew Tsui-Lin. AI tags are coincidental.

Today is Plant a Flower Day.

All gardeners understand that plants don’t grow uniformly. Some thrive in strong sunlight. Others in darker corners. Some don’t thrive at all.

And there are those seeds that grow a little at a time.

Like the little mustard seed that takes time to grow – but burgeons when it does.

Here’s to the seeds that take a little time.

πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ‘πŸŒ±

A mustard seed

A nail, to heed

Pressed into ground

Plain, no sound.

πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ‘πŸŒ±

The earth now shifts

Roots seek new space

The  ground  then lifts

With spirit’s trace.

πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ‘πŸŒ±

The planted seed stays

Grows down, not to sky;

In the dark, it prays

Time treads slowly by

πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ‘πŸŒ±

The garden recalls

The seed once sown

The place where it falls

Ground heaved, leaves strewn.

πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ±πŸŒ‘πŸŒ±

Original poem by Michelle Liew Tsui-Lin. AI tags are coincidental.

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Pinned Bloom

Today is International Women’s Day. A day we celebrate how far women have come.

And they have gone the distance.

But we also remember the women before, and the women of the present, who still remain the the beautiful rose on the table.

Praised. Appreciated?

When beauty is praised, the roots that were cut are rarely seen.

πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉ

At the table’s centre, in full bloom

A rose offered across the room;

Its red hues, the crowd does praise,

To its lovely form, toasts they raise.

πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉ

But it seems pinned, it does stay still,

its stem does bend to perfect will;

It remains kept, stays in a vase

Petals shine bright red when asked.

πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉ

They praised the bloom, its petals fine

Cut from its roots for all to shine;

But its wilting leaves, all do ignore

Its heartfelt pleas, how it implores

πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉ

The flower knows, accolades come

Only when their will is won;

Its quiet form, by others shaped

On the table, for others laid. 

πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉ

And the rose does own, as it debuts, 

That its blood red hue, a substitute;

It waits for all, it bides its time

To partake of hard-won wine. 

πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉπŸ–€πŸŒΉ

Poetry often speaks differently to each reader. If this rose stirred a thought or feeling for you, I would be glad to hear it.

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