All Items Accounted For

Some discrepancies are corrected. Others are erased.

πŸ“¦πŸ“Š

The warehouse – my domain. It’s where I log incoming and outgoing items with precision. 

My unchallenged accuracy is needed here. I log incoming and outgoing items with a simple “beep” and a red flash.

Then I sort them where they should go. There are categories for everything. Absolutely everything.

Anything that can be counted. All that’s needed is a label.

Some units do not sync with their labels.Then abnormalities.

Next shipment: A name.

Return status: Pending.

Next shipment: A name. 

Return status: Pending.

Next shipment: A name.

Returln status: Pending.

Next shipment: A name

Return status: –

Expiry dates passed, but still stayed within the inventory.

Then I failed to categorize.

I stopped on one unit. 

She remained within my range longer than the required thirty seconds.

A she. She shifted. Uncomfortable.

Gentle, almost undetectable murmurs.

My system couldn’t read this. 

I reclassified. Sudden shifts.

To murmur.

Louder.

And LOUDER.

I categorized. Error: classification invalid.

I categorized. Error: classification invalid.

I categorized. Error: classification invalid.

Correction attempt: Denied.

And she moved. And moved.

No one viewed my monitor.

System updated successfully.

All irregularities resolved. 

She disappeared. 

System health: Check.

A record: Item 123456. For sale.

Where she was.

I record what comes. I do not ask.

Inventory now accurate.

No discrepancies remain.

All items accounted for.

πŸ“¦πŸ“Š

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Unseen Practice

We celebrate big victories on stage on World Theatre Day.

Big actions. Huge performances.

Not the small ones.

They pass unnoticed.

Holding a fork is quieter.

πŸ½οΈπŸ€²πŸ΄β³πŸ’«πŸ€

To hold a fork.

Timeless.

Rare.

Precious, muted steel

πŸ½οΈπŸ€²πŸ΄β³πŸ’«πŸ€

I grasp.

It drops.

I reach.

It drops. 

I grasp –

Five seconds

It drops.

πŸ½οΈπŸ€²πŸ΄β³πŸ’«πŸ€

They glare.

The fallen fork shines.

Not the grasp.

πŸ½οΈπŸ€²πŸ΄β³πŸ’«πŸ€

Fallen fork –

Glistens.

Grasping hand –

Dulled.

Aches.

πŸ½οΈπŸ€²πŸ΄β³πŸ’«πŸ€

Unseen.

πŸ½οΈπŸ€²πŸ΄β³πŸ’«πŸ€

Then lifts

Fingers clenched.

Firm.

Fork clutched.

πŸ½οΈπŸ€²πŸ΄β³πŸ’«πŸ€

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When the Sky Looks Honest

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Nasi Padang, Fishball Noodles, Satay…food was, and is, not merely sustenance in Singapore.

It’s an identity.

And hawker Char Bee Hoon was being comfortable with his persona on a humid Tuesday afternoon.

Yes. The afternoon was humid.

Not languid. Just moist, holding its breath.

That Tuesday, Char faced a regular squarely as he placed an ordinary, flavorful bowl of fishball noodles on his regular’s table.

“Eat first. Better not rush today.”

The warning came across as habit. Glossed over habit.

And the sky had an honest look. Very honest.

A keen entrepreneur, Hawker Char made deliveries available when the weather didn’t –

Conform.

But he arranged more than vermicelli deliveries. He was conversant in the weather, and made sure his customers understood the conversation.

By constantly replaying it in their ears.

Or at least tried to.

Some listened to his well-meaning advice and carried their umbrellas.

Others simply left theirs at home.

The sky was a field of clouds the next day. White against blue.

A white fluffy blanket, a veil –

Too soft.

“Better to stay here a while longer.” Hawker Char’s stoic warning rang quietly.

They left the food court, unsheltered.

And the sky demanded their unequivocal attention.

The rain arrived, a giant that struck, mallet raised.One of Char’s regulars, wet shirt pressed against his back, finally
asked.

“How do you know?”

Char smiled thinly. “People always think they have time.”

The deluge repeated. Another impatient customer was about to leave without an umbrella.

But the same regular paused in his tracks.

Char smiled at him knowingly. “Yes, people always think they have time. It comes.”

The giant was a regular visitor. Char always warned –

“Better to stay a while longer. I fried more bee hoon today.”

Nothing forced his customers to listen. Not even the rain.

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Where Sleep Does Not Stay

Today is World Sleep Day, which stresses the importance of rest.

Sometimes, he eludes us, and we call on him.

Because –

Sometimes, he passes, unnoticed.

πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€

Sleep moves, quiet where breath does not rest

Preferring those who lie still.

It shifts through nothingness

Passing through my hair.

πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€

At first it comes, a gift to bless

At first, Time stretches, they live precise

Until their shapes seem slow

And faint lines on soft skin,.

πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€

It seemed Sleep had come to bless

In Time, softened, blurred

As it passed, its darkness cleared

Its edges, etched, now seen.

πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€

Sleepless Souls bear the sight

Eyes still see, move through air

Yearn for Sleep in nothingness

Then Morning comes. They stare.

πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€

It should have passed, through their hair.

πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€ πŸ‘οΈ πŸ’€


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Before Time Ran Out

Some calls are returned when it’s already too late to answer.

πŸ“±πŸŽ™οΈπŸ•ŠοΈβ³πŸ’”

Hey, mum. It’s Selena.
This must be the 47th voicemail I’ve recorded. The recordings are all for you, even
after all you have done.
I know you tried to call me yesterday. Don’t worry, I never deleted any. They are
available, recorded before my time ran out.

πŸ“±πŸŽ™οΈπŸ•ŠοΈβ³πŸ’”

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We All See

We saw. We understood. Still, we moved.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘€

I see her, through the glass

Gather her books

Gather her markers

Gather her bag.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘€

She drops –

A book on the floor.

Pauses.

Gazes, arms stretched in the air-

For me.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘€

Perhaps I mistook –

The look.

Perhaps I mistook –

Her slant.

Not my business

πŸͺŸπŸ‘€

She gathers her bag.

Gathers her books.

Gathers her markers.

Wide open.

We all see her.

And move.

We hear the sirens.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘€

Did not mistake the arms.

Did not mistake her stare.

Did not mistake it –

Wide open.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘€

I see, through the glass

Her books.

Her bag.

Her markers.

Not her.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘€

Original poem for World Poetry Day by Michelle Liew Tsui-Lin. Ai tags are coincidental.

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Partners in the Deed

Ambition endures. Even when everything else has fallen.

πŸ‘‘πŸ‘‘πŸ‘‘

My Lady,

The deed is done, and there’s still much more to do. Without you.

The fire of my ambition still burns. The crown is mine; nothing keeps me from it.

Not even you.

Our actions have had consequences. But Scotland is mine. The worst has passed.

We were partners in the deed, not of the heart. I recall the precise coldness of the act.

Your guidance. Its significance. You lit the path I walked on.  You prompted. I followed.

We fell. The redness of that spot gleams.

We did murder sleep. Sleep. No. More.

Where I go next is not your path to follow. You sought the crown; I wear the curse of

golden rot.

And so the deed is still to do. The course is yet for you.

Macbeth

Thane of Cawdor

πŸ‘‘πŸ‘‘πŸ‘‘

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Clean Glass, Quiet Lies

Today is Freedom of Information Day – we share information, sometimes a little too freely.

But secrecy is just as harmful.

This Freedom of information Day, may we speak when we shouldn’t be silent.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘οΈ

He cleans the windows, the eyes of rooms,

Glass panes in halls, where shadows loom.

When in one, where all look past,

Forms shift away, hands pressed to glass.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘οΈ

People walk, on different floors

Turn away from windows and doors

But one man stops, mouth forms a “Pause.”

All others drift, where silence is clause.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘οΈ

Tussles within, not for me to see,

His eyes meet mine, in desperate plea.

I signal once, I know he calls,

He shakes his head, then comes the fall.

But I move on, and still, I clean

πŸͺŸπŸ‘οΈ

The mirrors shine, the windows gleam

The movements stop, hands in mid air

Go back in time, and all is fair.

πŸͺŸπŸ‘οΈ

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A Familiar Stranger

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Some beginnings arrive long before we recognise them.

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Same old, same old. Our usual walking route. Zorra and I knew it too well.

You see, she mirrored myself. A stray. A societal reject. A teenage orphan who grew up with no parents.

So it made sense that she relished walking the way I walked.

Our strolls were typical. Run-of-the-mill. The dog and I liked it that way. Zorra was a little Singapore Special stray dog that valued her own space. As with other strays like her, she was skittish; she rarely stopped to acknowledge strangers; she spent a good part of our times at the park trying to give them the runaround.

So leaning into a stranger was the furthest from her typical behaviour. She placed her paws on the man’s knees, as if he were an old friend. She sniffed his hand, a little too eagerly. The stranger, an elderly gentleman in his sixties, tousled the top of her head.

She seemed to know him. He seemed to like her. And I didn’t know why.

“Looks like she knows who I am,” the elderly gentleman chuckled.

Meanwhile, Zorra became more forward than I had ever known her to be. She rubbed against the old man’s legs with dogged persistence; highly unusual. Dogs were usually little soldiers of reservation; Zorra was particularly skilled at being restrained.

I told myself that people attracted animals. But still, she didn’t want to leave.

On one of these routine evenings, she slowed her paw steps near the same corner. This dog’s senses were keen, even if she was already 15 years old; her ears became erect long before anyone appeared round the bend.

The old man turned around the corner. Her tail did a breakdance. Confidently, with the requisite flips.

He offered his customary salutation, with a warm smile ridding the sides of his mouth of wrinkles.

Again, the two made a connection I couldn’t unravel. She knew him from before. I clearly missed a note.

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The old gentleman looked me over for a moment. Then paused.

A little too long for my liking.

“You know, you look exactly like her.” His face looked older. More thoughtful.

“You walk like her too.”

“Like who?” I was beyond flabbergasted. “You’re talking in riddles. I’ve had enough of those.”

The old man looked me over again. A little too closely.

Still, perhaps he meant someone else.

My equally senior dog simply rubbed against his leg. She hadn’t had enough of him.

I couldn’t get the old man’s words out of my head. I looked like her?

I hadn’t known any mother. Or father for that matter. My first knowledge of existence had been the orphanage at the corner of the street.

The same street we walked. That he did too.

My father had been a name mentioned once or twice in passing among the orphanage’s staff.

No more than that.

But he watched me with quiet recognition I didn’t feel comfortable with.

Because it seemed that we had already met where I couldn’t remember.

Zorra sat comfortably beside him as we all sat on a park bench. She seemed to have found someone she could trust.

That she thought I could too.

I watched them as he fed Zorra a piece of bread from his bag. The dog wolfed it in a gulp.

At times, she didn’t eat the food I gave her.

I turned to him to ask the question I’d always wanted to ask.

“Well, Zorra, I’ve got to go. I’ll play with you tomorrow.”

He got off the bench abruptly and left.

I shook my head.

The answer had not come.

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Clear Speech

Understanding is the purpose.

πŸ“šβœοΈπŸ§ πŸ”πŸ“–πŸŽ“

This poem is about teaching and clear speech.

That lessons are for understanding, not admiration.

Poems conceal meaning and intent.

Not this one.

πŸ“šβœοΈπŸ§ πŸ”πŸ“–πŸŽ“

Education is patience for the learner.

Ensuring his complete clarity.

Concepts rebound, over and over.

Work without thanks.

πŸ“šβœοΈπŸ§ πŸ”πŸ“–πŸŽ“

I have questions from sometimes unwilling learners.

I highlight and sometimes admonish errors.

Mistakes that take a lifetime to correct.

πŸ“šβœοΈπŸ§ πŸ”πŸ“–πŸŽ“

No literary comparisons, just precision.

Care in clarity.

The young ones need that.

It grants them respect

Not confusion.

πŸ“šβœοΈπŸ§ πŸ”πŸ“–πŸŽ“

It is about transparency.

About perpetuating understanding.

For life.

πŸ“šβœοΈπŸ§ πŸ”πŸ“–πŸŽ“

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